Friday, August 14, 2009

"Do Not Be Anxious About Anything"

"Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Let the day's own trouble be sufficient for the day. "
-Matthew 6:34

The other day I was cleaning my house, and while cleaning I started doing what I often do when I am doing thoughtless tasks..I started thinking and mediating on my life. Of course it wasn't long after I started this self-centered analysis of my life that I soon began to become anxious. Anxious about school...anxious about relationships...anxious about friends and family..and the list goes on!!

This summer I had quite the change of pace in my life compared to the previous semester. Change of schedule, change of people, change of relationships, change of what I was filling my time with...lot's of change:) This has been indescribably good for me! After the craziness of last semester, I really needed a completely different lifestyle for awhile. I got so caught up in friends, trying to please people, getting good grades etc. that I really lost sight of the whole purpose in my existence. This summer God showed me much grace in reminding me exactly what I was created for and who I am created to be!

While cleaning I was reflecting on this, however, the more I started to reflect the more anxious I became about the coming up semester. What if my focus is lost again? What if relationships can't be restored? What if I do poorly in my classes? Like a wave of panic all these thoughts starting hitting me at once, however, among the craziness of my mind and my heart a thought popped into my head: "Kelli, stop being anxious about tomorrow...tomorrow will take care of itself." At first I thought it was quite funny, anxious is EXACTLY the way I was feeling in that moment..not worried, not fearful..but anxious!! I then realized that God was reminding me of His truth's in that moment. I have nothing to be anxious about because I know He will daily sustain me! Everyday, He will be my guide through the semester..one day at a time. And should I stumble or loose sight, by His loving grace He will always restore and bring me back to a place of adoration and love for Him. I know this to be true not only from His Word but also because He has been soo faithful to me in this way soo many times previously in my life!! I need not be anxious about tomorrow, because my God already knows all of my tomorrows and they are all a part of His plan for my life.:)

God doesn't need to keep us anxious in order to establish his power and superiority. Instead He exalts his power and superiority by working to take away our anxiety.
-John Piper

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