Glimpses

In you I saw a glimpse of Him
In you I saw a glimspe of someone I could spend the rest of my life with
In you I saw a glimpse of a man I have only ever dreamed of
In you I saw a glimpse of everything I wanted and more
In you I saw a glimpse of the love of Christ and the beauty of the Lord
However, these glimpses became my reality, they became more of a reality to me than the truth
I took these gilmpses and created a false person, someone who existed only in my mind
When I was awaken to the truth, I saw these glimpses for what they were
Nothing more than a fantasy...a fairytale
A dream of what we could have been, what you could have been
Not what we were or what I truly knew you to be
Now only one prayer remains
That I will see you for who you truly are
All of you
That I will not overlook the bad and merely focus on the good
And yet NEVER focus so much on the bad that I loose sight of the good
I pray that I will stop loving who I have thought you to be, but love who you are
All of you