Summer of 09'

So I've been terrible about writing on here!! I'm going to be better..so here I go:

This summer has yielded much and so very little all at once. I have learned much but in some ways feel like I am back at square one. Life is so weird! The relationships we make, the ones that break...they are all part of a much bigger, greater plan that we can only see a small portion of. I am so very grateful for the true friends who care for me, the ones who have stuck by my side through thick and thin. Tim and Nessa constantly remind me of the grace of God in all of life's situations, they remind that I am not in this alone. They are my family, I don't know what I'd do without them! Mal always makes me feel loved, she is one of the very few people I've actually continued to be close with after high school. She never uses me to further her own agenda and for that, among many other reasons, is why I love her so. Christopher is so fun to be with and is very low drama. Although he'll never admit to it I know he cares for me greatly. He's one of few who has taken the time to get to know my heart. Melissa although she sometimes drives me crazy I love her and couldn't live without her!! She's always there for me when I need something! And then of course my family, who keeps me constantly grounded and reminds who I am even though I often forget. My sister Kassi is amazing, she never lets me forget who I am but accepts the young woman God is making to be and encourages me in it. Besides my mother she knows me better than anyone else. When life gets me down and drama occurs she reminds me that it doesn't really matter after all:)

For some reason I just felt like giving a shout out to all my friends who have been such a blessing to my life. I think after being hurt so much by friendships it makes me appreciate even more the good solid people God has blessed me with.

I wanna try to start writing everyday...I do have a concern though..how do you blog without becoming self-obsessed? I want to write, I love to write, it's therapeutic for me, but I don't want to fall into this self-centered train of thought by cataloguing every little thought, feeling, emotion, that comes my way.

Any thoughts??

<3 Kel